You taught me how to keep it together. I learned how to be safe. You taught me to be careful, to protect myself and to act harmless and innocent. You taught me I should show I care, to show that I am not afraid to be earnest, that I am independent and to pretend I […]
I am not convinced about your feelings for me. You confuse me and I distrust you. Do you want the best for me? I am not sure about you being earnest with me and I question everything you say. I want to know why you are staying with me and I wish I could understand […]
Today, I took my first breath. Opened my eyes and realized, I could see. And I never thought I would meet you. I got my first true sign, when you said the words, that for the first time, got through to me. For so long I have been blind. I didn’t see, couldn’t feel, anything. […]
I didn’t think I had to watch my back, but sometimes I got the feeling, that you where up to something bad. But I didn’t know, I had no proof. I only knew I had to be aware. I thought I was safe, but I have never been so afraid. I could not stop thinking, […]
When you look at me, I see your passion and that’s what gives me hope, when life is bringing me down. When you talk to me, your words make me strong and I work hard, to show you your right, believing in me. I would be ashamed, letting you down. I know you have your […]
You are alone know, but we see you. Your heart bleeds, we feel your pain. Your tears, we carry inside. Your fears, we want put aside. You are important. You make a difference. You are needed and you are loved. Don’t forget to be kind to yourself. Don’t forget to smile. Don’t forget you have […]
If you knew my anger and if you knew the strains your pulling, then you would know, you don’t do an act with me. And if you did it so and didn’t care to show. I wouldn’t hesitate to destroy you.
Life is not always clear. It’s messy and broken and gives you more than you can bare. But life do not apologize. It gives you turns and gives you burdens. It makes you want to fight to be bright.
Did you love me? Did you ever love me? I don’t know. How can I trust you, after what you have shown. It’s not easy when I don’t know, if I can trust your words, saying I should, just because of love. That is not giving me a reason, to listen to what I am […]
Where do you find the words, to crush me every day? You say you love me so much, but it is never shown in any way. How can I reach out to you? When you don’t ever listen? I try to be more than just a friend, I am trying to be understanding. Whenever I […]